Kinda in snit!

I left my cage unlocked - STUPID!STUPID!STPID! - trusting my neighbor, and this morning my lighter is missing. Last time he asked to borrow it it i told him it was the only one i had! And i EXPECT it there with my 'meds' so i can do what i need!!!!!

FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!
DUMB!DUMB!DUMB!

Backup light worked four times then quit.

Second b/u has BARELY a big enough flame at full throttle.

Either not made or carried anymore, after looking at 200+ lighters from where it came from!

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All the bone doctor talked about were the hernias and a 9cm UFO*. But i am going to guess that the chrondromalacia** MAY have something to do with it, although he didn't mention it AT ALL!!!!!

He talked about a bone scan.

The walk from their lobby to an exam room is longer than i can handle without a rest stop!

And i see NOTHING AHEAD as far as relief!

I FUCKING DON'T KNOW AND DON'T CARE ANYMORE!!!!  MY QUESTIONS GO UNANSWERED! JUST ALLOW ME TO ROT AWAY IN AS LITTLE DISCOMFORT AS I CAN!!!!

Can you tell i am in pain!!!!!

*Unidentified Formed Object.

**The joints of the body are lined with smooth, firm articular cartilage that covers the ends of the bones and reduces friction. This cartilage acts as a shock absorber and allows smooth motion between the ends of bones when the hips move. Chondromalacia occurs when the articular cartilage softens and breaks down.

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Just bought TWO new chargers for the Catbook to replace ones that suddenly went out An now another one with apparently a bad cord. Connected fine last time.


Just fuck all this fucking shit!



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